Living in the moment

I hear my heart whisper when I ask it not to suffer
"Live girl, live in the moment ", I hear it cry.
I brood over what is to be done,
I know not how but I am told to live in the moment
I lock my fears and smack down apprehensions
I shun my mind which alerts me of pain
And as I plunge to live in the moment
I am told, the moment has passed
That I no longer have it to myself.

And for once and for all,
I stop chasing what I am told.
I return to myself,
Torn, tattered yet wise enough to see:
It is only my heart that can bleed for me
The rest has all passed in the chase for the moment.

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