Specs of lightening fill her room and her heart with dread
The leaves, she hears them rustle
She closes her eyes shut in the hope to walk past the gloom
Her pillow helplessly binds my vision
But, it's all the same
A five year in her has been fighting since decades.
She tries to hold onto the belief
That all would end like a nightmare
But, the thunder in it's ferocious gaze
Withers her soul
And she sinks back in time
She decides to fight no more
She stares at the blank walls shadowing her dread
And as lightening strikes, she let's her brittle heart break apart
The shattering sound within her drowns what the thunder holds!
"My love is enough for both of us", she often felt those words ring in her heart. She finally had understood that life wouldn't always follow her designs. That people are meant to leave but their memories won't. She often had wondered how someone could love her to such an extent when that person had always known that she wouldn't reciprocate those feelings. How could a person stand by her when she always acted as a fleeting shadow. She never had given hope for she knew the pain of dejection but he kept hoping like a hopeless vagabond. How she wished that he would some day hate her enough to let go. She devised ways to free him from this web, she acted cold, turned indifferent, did everything he detested and she finally saw some changes. It was a relief, he finally seemed to take hold of his life. She could see him grow responsible. He finally it seemed was learning to love himself. Phone calls died, meetings subsided, they become known strangers. All this while ...
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