I know someday you will return
Weary, torn, lost, bewildered.
Your eyes deceiving your heart while you would fake a smile
For I know or maybe knew what you used to be.
The withering skin, the greying hair won't cloak your inner self,
For your heart, a radiant one can't age, can it?
You would plead, you would moan
Tears would brim, words would get lost in silence.
A deafening silence, which would choke us.
I want you to know, I know it all, I knew it all
So, please don't return if you even want to
For, no one is waiting for you.
For, the road that lead to my heart has long been trampled
And I have stopped hurting myself, I want you to know this.
For, things change and when they change, they change for good.
I wasn't always who I am today. It took a lot of courage to break past my shell. Oscar Wilde had once stated that knowing what you want to be in life becomes a curse because you invariably become that but not knowing is liberating, there are endless possibilities of who you can become. I too didn't know who I was going to be. Today, I realise it was liberating. I never knew i could find my voice some day. Now that I feel liberated,it becomes difficult to remain confined. We need to grow, evolve into better beings each day. We need to grow past the "checks and balances" of life. I remember Fuller here, Fuller has asked us to be a part of a process of this evolving planet. He wants us to be "verbs" not "nouns"! Here is a tale of an introverted me who knew not what to expect from life . ....... I would talk less at school, not attend socialising events, avoid looking at stranger's eyes while on the road. In short, I wanted to be invisible to t...
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